Distractions, Distractions

I don't know what to do. My mind can't concentrate on anything for more than 10 minutes. I can barely find any motivation to sit here and type.

I didn't think missing someone could hurt this much. I want to jump up and scream and shout and curl up in a ball and cry and kick and punch and hide...I don't know what to do first.

I honestly cannot believe I'm posting this up on the Internet.

I've forgotten what it's like to feel happy.

I've lost my smile.